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editor's note
03:24
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Give me a little motivation
Show me a cup of good things
Give me a light at the end of the road
That sank so low
The water solves inside of me
Give me a little modulation
Show me the synthesis in life
So when the fire gets out of hand
You'll understand what it means to be alive
Cause all the books in the bedside tables
Tell me go to Hell
And when I open up my heart to something more
You say I'm messing up the point
My brain goes sore
Cause all the little people on your desk
Will tell you you're not well
And when I open up my heart
I can't decide between de-saturated art
And suicide (fuck)
I'm losing the will to keep on goin'
I'm losing the will to keep on goin'
I'm losing the will to keep on goin'
I'm losing the will to keep on showin' you
Life is more than little things that never give us more
Losing the will to keep on livin'
I'm losing the will to keep on giving you
Little secrets that won't matter when we leave the shore
I think you left something in my town
Have you lost a spare heart?
And when you put it back in it's place
Don't hide your face
Fell the souls you tore apart
Ignore these little ideations
They don't tell us apart
So when you end up on your own
Ignore your phone
You never finish what you start
I'm losing the will to keep on goin'
I'm losing the will to keep on goin'
I'm losing the will to keep on goin'
I'm losing the will to keep on showin' you
Life is more than little things that never give us more
Losing the will to keep on livin'
I'm losing the will to keep on giving you
Little secrets that won't matter when we leave the shore
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Ad Finitum
03:19
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This is the last thing that I think I'll ever write
I know I'm losing out on time
At sixteen I had very big dreams
And I lost them all to overthinking
All my friends are prodigies
They're never waiting up for me
The speed of sound is not enough
To outrun this black hole I'm feeding
Starting to think you'll never go away
'Cause every time I find a way to kill you
You just wake in my head the next day
Scream out your name when you don't need me
Break my heart when you don't see me
Notify the presses of another lie you weave
Put my hand over my heart
Salute something that I don't believe in anymore
When you go don't you say
That you never ruined me
'Cause when you come back in the Autumn
You will break me the same
I think I'm losing touch with the story
Think I'll end up drowning in the sound
Will you come to dig me out?
I think I'm watching the numbers too closely
Miss the point and I find there's no fun now
Just pack up, don't make a sound
Hit dead end and turn around
Tell me to sit aside and bite my thumb
And when the voice inside screams ideation
You find a brand new way to make me numb
Think words aloud that I don't mean
And lose my breath when there's a scene
I can't be honest through a wall of endless apathy
Put my hand over my heart
Salute something that I don't believe in anymore
When you go don't you say
That you never ruined me
'Cause when you come back in the Autumn
You will break me the same
I think I'm losing touch with the story
Think I'll end up drowning in the sound
Will you come to dig me out?
I think I'm watching the numbers too closely
Miss the point and I find there's no fun now
Just pack up, don't make a sound
Hit dead end and turn around
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Candy + Vampires
03:42
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She got there so much faster than
You could ever lead
Her heart is so much bigger than
You would ever need
She sat there on the sidelines
Waiting for the right time
With roses in her hands
You didn't understand
You thought that only big and strong
Could take your pretty little hands
But when you looked into her eyes
You felt a little part of you come back to life
And you were lost
You thought that you would surely end up
Hanging on a cross
And when the clock came crashing down
You told a little lie that kept you safe and sound
But look now
She was always there for you
Waiting to be burned
And when the fears you had came true
You were quick to turn
With sugar on your tongue
And no choice but to run
Hold your heart firm in your hand
You didn't understand
You thought that only big and strong
Could take your pretty little hands
But when you looked into her eyes
You felt a little part of you come back to life
And you were lost
You thought that you would surely end up
Hanging on a cross
And when the clock came crashing down
You told a little lie that kept you safe and sound
But look now
And when I'm gone
Don't you dare say you were good to me
You were never that strong
And your heart is always just as weak
I wish I'd said something sooner
It would have saved me some trouble
And maybe you can let me out my bubble
You didn't understand
You thought that only big and strong
Could take your pretty little hands
But when you looked into her eyes
You felt a little part of you come back to life
And you were lost
You thought that you would surely end up
Hanging on a cross
And when the clock came crashing down
You told a little lie that kept you safe and sound
But look now
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NEVERDRUNK//NEVERSOBER
03:27
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You're taking me all the way
To the edge of eternity
And I don't know, yeah, no
I don't know
If I'm gonna be okay
But I'll keep you here to stay
Cause I don't want to be alone
And I know that I won't last
Cause I'm moving way too fast
And I'm going nuclear
Will you catch me when I explode
There's nothing left to do
We're at the edge of time
A singularity we shaped in our design
And if the waves come crashing down on use tonight
We won't survive
We're walking through my mind
We're seeing every sight
If we could bend space-time
It's gonna be alright
And I wanna know why
It's taken me all night
For me to say I'm fine
I want just one rewind
And I know that I won't last
Cause I'm moving way too fast
And I'm going nuclear
Will you catch me when I explode
Oh
Well, I don't know
I don't know, no, no, no, no
See it in my eyes
I know I'm going blind
To everything I've known in life
And all I ask is you just go
Go, go, go
And never know
And never know, no, no, no, no
There's nothing left to do
We're at the edge of time
A singularity we shaped in our design
And if the waves come crashing down on use tonight
We won't survive
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Forever Passenger
04:38
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I saw you cry from the passenger seat of your car
And it broke my heart
I caught you lying when you said you're fine
Cause I know it's hard to be apart
Don't go it alone
Cause I know you feel home in my arms
Won't let you be alone
Cause I know that's the hardest part
I'll be here for you
When the fog's rollin' in and it's clouding the truth
Take your time
You'll have peace of mind, I know
I'll be here for you
When the world starts to spin
It's because that's what you make it do
And you know I always will show it true
Cause I love you
You saw me cry in the passenger seat of your car
Right at the start
I don't know why but you still stuck right by me
I guess we have the same heart
I can't go it alone
Cause you know I feel home in your arms
Don't let me be alone
Cause you know that's the hardest part
I'll be here for you
When the fog's rollin' in and it's clouding the truth
Take your time
You'll have peace of mind, I know
I'll be here for you
When the world starts to spin
It's because that's what you make it do
And you know I always will show it true
Cause I love you
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6. |
City In My Mind
04:23
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Behold the ruin of the smoke and char
Abandon all your hope to the overgrowth
Steady your hand, you know you won't get far
If all your memories fill with bodies they evoke
So go
When you looked up
The carbon pillars filled the sky
And now they rest
Abandoned and infested by
The kindred children, fallen ash
Broken glass and all your vain
Will you endure this pain?
Don't let your voice go quiet
Cry for me and you will see the light
And as the neon signs all flicker out
Will you stay awake?
What do you think is right?
Welcome home
It's been so long since I have seen the rubble
Welcome home
I'm standing tall and getting into trouble
Welcome home
A gunshot fires
The conscience falls into decay
And you look back
The creatures feed another day
Hide in the shadows
Feel the gallows of your mind begin to break
And fade reality
And as the flames go higher, higher
Will we sing for you tonight?
And as the bullet flies between my eyes
Will you have remorse?
Well go ahead and shoot
Welcome home
It's been so long since I have seen the rubble
Welcome home
I'm standing tall and getting into trouble
Welcome home
Seek me out
And you will find yourself
Broken and defeated by this place
You know that you never should return
But voices call to you from the places where they burn
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We see life without the shadows
Faces blind to the obscenities
Contrast looming in the gallows
So serene
Don't breathe too hard
Cough up your heart
I don't belong here
Among the millions of talented people
I fear
Don't tell me there's a light shining for me
Cause the man-made crystals hurt my blood
And I can't fall asleep
At the end of the road
Don't go home
At the end of the road
Don't go home
We see life without the shadows
Faces blind to the obscenities
Contrast Looming in the gallows
So serene
At the end of the road
Don't go home
At the end of the road
Don't go home
At the end of the road
Don't go home
At the end of the road
Don't go home
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Together Again
03:35
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I stay awake sometimes
Thinking of the world that's ending
And you there by my side
I never thought much of time
Until it came around to greet me
And leave here with your life
Just look into my eyes
Everything will be fine
We'll be together again
In another lifetime
Let's stay awake for awhile
Think about the lives were living
And how we got this far
I never thought much of life
Until I took too long to tell you
I hope I'm first to die
Just look into my eyes
Everything will be fine
We'll be together again
In another lifetime
When I sit up at night with my eyes closed
Thinking about the things out the window
Really hope I don't have to let go all too soon
But when I wake up with you huddled in my arms
Makes me wanna give you a world that can't do any harm
There's no regret so
Maybe it's time to let go
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I lost my faith in you on the drive home
I just can't keep waiting for a place of own
And if you open your heart
You might see
All the things you've come to do
That terrify me
Let me go
I won't come home
I won't come home
It's getting too cold
You never had a chance and it drove you a bit crazy
You settled in a hotel and had yourself a baby
The man grew so fond of would be who I call dad
I'll never let him know me but I guess he's not that bad
You did your best
To give me a life I could lead
I just hope you know
It was inevitable that I leave
I won't come home
I won't come home
It's getting too cold
At the end of the road
Don't go home
At the end of the road
Don't go home
At the end of my rope
I won't go
At the end of my rope
I won't go
I lost my faith in you on the drive home
I just can't keep waiting for a life of own
And if you open your eyes
You might see
All the things you've come to be
That terrify me
I won't go home
I won't go home
I won't go home
It's getting too cold
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10. |
A Meaningless Exchange
04:35
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It took six months to forget everything I knew
And I'm sorry I never got back to you
The sweater thread I pulled is getting to long
Try to find the right words singing to the wrong song
I'm too tattered to take the next step
My drug's a 5:3 screen with a 3D effect
I want the static noise to stop
I'm gonna hold on to this feeling 'til my head (pops)
And I'm stuck oscillating a choice
Between the words in my head
And ones that might fit my voice
I really hate the way I sound
But I think that it's better than treading the same ground
I've had this thought since I was nine
That there is nothing left for me in the afterlife
So when the empty comes to interrupt my fun
I shouldn't care, and yet I'm terrified
What does it mean to be alive
What is the value of mankind
Freedom, God, and Suicide
I think that he abandoned us
So does it really matter if I die
I need a better reason why
A new way
Cause the only way we've ever known
Means it won't matter if we kill the ones
Who just want to be left alone
A new way
Cause the only way I've ever known
Means it won't matter if I end the world
So why do I keep moving on alone
I'm sick of chasing honesty
Wish I could give up and still be seen
So when the heat passes over me
I'll leave an afterimage on your screen
It's never easy to feel insane
While piece by piece you keep picking at my brain
Looking for answers you think I gave
Left in the lyrics that I promise don't mean a thing
I've had this thought since I was nine
That there is nothing left for me in the afterlife
So when the empty comes to interrupt my fun
I shouldn't care, and yet I'm terrified
What does it mean to be alive
What is the value of mankind
Freedom, God, and Suicide
I think that he abandoned us
So does it really matter if I die
I need a better reason why
A new way
Cause the only way we've ever known
Means it won't matter if we kill the ones
Who just want to be left alone
A new way
Cause the only way I've ever known
Means it won't matter if I end the world
So why do I keep moving on alone
Take a break from the bubblegum
We will never be old enough to know
Where we come from
'Cause History is not enough
And when I see my eyes
I make a small wish to father time
And his wishing well of lies
That I'll never see come true in this life
It's a meaningless exchange
Makes me wonder why we number all our days
And I hate that I spend all my time inside
It isn't enough just to be remembered, let's do this
A new way
Cause the only way we've ever known
Means it won't matter if we kill the ones
Who just want to be left alone
A new way
Cause the only way I've ever known
Means it won't matter if I end the world
So why do I keep moving on alone
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