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Weird Kid
08:42
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I don't wanna be here right now
I don't wanna waste my day
You don't want me in your yearbook
So why the fuck am I here anyway
I don't wanna be that one kid
Who sits in the back of class
Tapping away with nothing to say
When you know I'll come out last
So send me a message
With whispered words and stares
And know that I got every last one
And write down my message
Or burn it, I don't care
I'm not gonna change for anyone
I'm not gonna waste my day
I'm dreaming of outer space
So don't you waste my time
I'm not gonna fall asleep
Without having ever dreamed
No, you won't change my mind
No way I'm going back again
Take your faded promises and break them all again
While I say
I don't wanna be here right now
I don't wanna waste my day
You don't want me in your yearbook
So why the fuck am I here anyway
I don't wanna be that one kid
Who sits in the back of class
Tapping away with nothing to say
When you know I'll come out last
I need just a minute now
To break up the social sound
I don't know what to say
The choir's about to sing
The silence is deafening
I can't keep up this play
No way I'm going back again
Take all of your faded promises
Again
Don't wait, don't wait for me
I'll catch up but you won't break for me
Don't look, don't look to see
How I fit in your stories
Cause I don't need you to believe in me
Cause I don't believe in you
Don't wait, don't wait for me
I'll catch up but you won't break for me
Don't look, don't look to see
How I fit in your stories
Cause I don't need you to believe in me
Cause I don't believe in you
He's so fucking weird
His head must be sick
He's so fucking dumb
I'm so done with it
I don't want to be up there
With my head in the clouds
Someone, please someone, help me
Bring me back to the ground
My head has been filled with these thoughts so long
My heart is overflowing with this song
These memories, I hold them oh, so strong
The echo's beating and I still hold on
I think I'll just stay in bed
I'm way in over my head
I don't know where to start
I don't wanna go back yet
I'm still hitting the wrong frets
I'd never get that far
No way I'm going back again
Take your faded promises and break them all again
While I say
I don't wanna be here right now
I don't wanna waste my day
You don't want me in your yearbook
So why the fuck am I here anyway
I don't wanna be that one kid
Who sits in the back of class
Tapping away with nothing to say
When you know I'll come out last
I don't wanna be here right now
I don't wanna waste my day
You don't want me in your yearbook
So why the fuck am I here anyway
I don't wanna be that one kid
Who sits in the back of class
Tapping away with nothing to say
When you know I'll come out last
So send me a message
With whispered words and stares
And know that I got every last one
And write down my message
Or burn it, I don't care
I'm not gonna change for anyone
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2. |
Car-a-mel Institutions
03:18
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So sick of these caramel institutions
Their glazed over attitudes and
the candy words they say to make you
fake up your GPA
So sick of these sugar-mouthed absolutists
Who want nothing but to see you lose
and leave you crying while they
ignore all the pain
It's gonna take a lot more to break us
Gonna take a lot more to bring us down
Gonna take your breath away when we
Bring your head back to the ground
You wanna think that I'm fine but I'm not
You wanna-
You wanna think that we're fine but we're not
So you say, "Yeah you're not fine, but give us time,
we'll make you fine"
Oh you thought
So you set up a therapist in an office
With three other jobs, whose never done this
With kids who don't know how to articulate
So they just sit and wait
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3. |
No Reason
03:52
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It comes so easy at the start
I'm blowing over in the dark
and I'd like to stay there a while
So keep on holding to your breath
and let anxiety do the rest
and bring them all to a smile
I think I'm crazy just for you
Built up a lie in cardboard pews
I've been on stage for far too long
How can I write about the end of the world
when I barely know how it goes 'round?
How can I know what I want in this world
If I barely know what I've already found?
It's alright, I see the end in sight
But is it one that I would want to take?
So alright, I'm growin' out of spite
and singing in a game I thought you made
But it's OK, you'll say my name
When I have all but forgotten yours
The worst part of it is the curtain call
The lights are so blinding, can't see you at all
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4. |
Already Gone
03:37
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I found a letter to myself last night
Asking me if I've made it big yet
Asking me if I still felt left out
Asking me to cash out my raincheck
Four years ago a memory wrote these words
Four years have passed and I still have no answers
I take another breath
And see you in the end
I don't want to be left out anymore
I see my reflection
and wonder who I am
I see another door
I'm all alone again
I reach out for your hand
But your already gone
No more play pretend
When does it ever end
No, you're already gone
I've lost the way, now I'm all worn out
No more energy left to scream and shout
Or find another way
Made it this far and I still don't know how
I take the stage but I can't take the bow
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5. |
Mental Health Day
01:00
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I always say it's OK when it's not
I don't like to see you distraught
I'm sorry for my mental decay
I hide it from you every day
I know I should have said from the start
There's a broken mess in my heart
I don't know if I'll be OK
But I know you make it
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6. |
Our Legacy
02:46
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I think I'll take you up on your offer
Going out and seeing you proper
And you'll never know what it means to me
To define my legacy
Feeling like we're both going nowhere
Growing up and dying our own hair
But you're all it takes for me to see
You define my legacy
I know you don't know which way to go
You don't know if it's worth it
But honey, I assure you it is
So just know I'll be right here either way
I'll help to push you right along
I've got your back, I'm here to keep you sane
So don't be afraid to cry on my shoulder
I know you don't like to but I'll never say no if
You need a place to cry 'til it's over
I'll be right here waiting and I'll still hold you closer
I'm sorry, I've locked myself in the bathroom again
There's too much going on in my head to comprehend
You're so patient with me
Even when you're angry with me
So thank you for staying with me
And showing me you care too
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7. |
Feeling Sick
03:21
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It's the end of the world
Writing about you
Take up a pen
Just to cross it out again
You'll never know what I got up to
Didn't know how to live
Still wouldn't if you hadn't came
Now it's all gone
Just wanna throw myself away
I take it you'll never be here again
Broke my heart when you left my mind
Feeling sick
Knowing you're gone
Knowing I'll never see you in my dreams again
To sing your songs
Feeling left out
Knowing it's not your fault
Will you visit me if I call your name
If I still remember it in the fall?
Hey there
It's been a while
I met someone who cares
Enough to give a smile
And visit me where you were last
I know
You wanted me to
Introduce the two of you
I'm sorry that I was too late
But know I'm doing OK
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8. |
So Much Better
02:57
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I've got no potential
I've run out of ideas
I can't sing, I can't play, I can't write
I've been working on this one verse all night
Making something new is so fucking hard
I can't bring myself to pick up my guitar
I'm not oppressed, I'm self obsessed
Maybe I should quit
I'm not ready for what's next
Does that mean I'm not dead yet?
I wanna keep on going
I don't know if I can
I'm so burned out, I fucking doubt
I'll make it in the end
You wanna see me happy
I wanna break this trend
You're fucking right, I'm fucking spiked
I'll make it in the end
Fuck
I can be so much better
Watch me break my mold
I will be so much better
Watch me take control
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9. |
Breaking Down
02:42
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I don't really wanna go to sleep right now
Everything I've been through tonight has me breaking down
I don't want you to see me cry
I don't really wanna leave the call just yet
I don't really wanna think about what's coming next
I don't know if I'll be alright
I take away the darkest memories
and I start to think
What if they had never ended up this way?
I break away from all my memories
and I start to bleed
Cause what am I without the things from yesterday?
We never thought that I would get this far
You made your mark, and now I hold those scars
Your brother's father wasn't there
It made you happy, but you're still scared
Of the shadow that remains
I never asked for the best you can
I just wanted what others had
A place where I felt sane
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10. |
On Your Screen
04:07
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Test, test
Do I have your attention?
Do I have your attention?
Good
Do I have your attention?
Can you hear me?
Okay
Everything is just fine in this box of mine
It's my fate
Am I on your screen?
Am I on your screen?
I just want to be seen
In red, blue, and green
Am I on your screen?
Am I on your screen?
Don't know where I'm going
But I still want to see
I'm going up
Nowhere to stop
I won't let you hold me down anymore
I can see it ahead
Big things coming fast
I know
Not a matter of if, a matter of when
It shows
Am I so wrong to want to be heard by a million pairs of ears?
Cause when I'm gone, I want to be remembered by all of my peers
How can I sleep if I forget all of my dreams?
It isn't over, but I know that's hard to see
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