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ANIOST

by Musithical

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mojothemusicking I was stuck between this one and Calm Amidst the Storm which was giving me huge LoZ vibes.
As much as I hate to say 'Gen Z' there's definitely a track that any 'Gen Z' can relate to at least just a little.
Looking forward to the next one, Musi! Favorite track: States of Matter.
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1.
I know it's hard to keep on trying to be the optimist here Cause every time I wake up there's always someone bending my ear You ask me, do I have the time? I'll tell you I don't really mind But you may have to wait in line I can't say no to save my life Take your time You'll be alright I define when I'm alright There's a lie at the end of the road And in time I am sure we will make it on our own But for now we can be content in our quiet little home The future's getting brighter and making me grow blinder every day And I still struggle with my head sometimes My attitude will help me out when I feel rude For leaving my friends a minute too long And I still think that I should Get myself back on my meds Relieve myself of all the dread That comes with overstimulation
2.
2KTHOUSAND 02:49
A film grain filter for my eyes And singing punk-rock lullabies We're at the end of time It feels so flat now And MCR's still wearing black Learning to have a heart attack Why do I keep on running? Falling back now Let's pick back up where they left off Scream out our hearts right through our lungs This isn't over, we're just starting something new Let's show them what we really love Let's make some noise, let's turn it up It doesn't matter if we love it like they do And when we're jaded when it's done We'll wonder why it's over What do we do? And when you're friends are dead and gone You'll see yourself coming along You'll find find firmiliar feelings feel so brand new Let's sing our songs like they're forever Even if they blend together Doesn't matter cause we're having fun now And if it comes my final hour And I haven't got any louder I'll have faith I will one day
3.
depression. 04:04
Your moments taken And your voice has started aching And the words have left your mind Another hour That you're spending in the shower Trying to fix another rhyme You're overthinking And your mood has started sinking As anxiety sets in Your expectations Overweigh your obligations And your songs will never be the same again It's all my fault, it's all my fault I'm catching on this time Just watch me fall and lose it all I deserve this don't I It's all my fault, It's all my fault I lead you here to die Just watch me fall and lose it all I deserve this, you're right The clock is broken In your head and you've awoken Dawn is dead, go back to sleep And in your bedroom Hear the crash that fills the headroom All your thoughts getting distorted All your choices feel so sordid I'm not alone I'm not alone right now Leave me alone Leave me alone right now I'm not alone I'm not alone right now Leave me alone Leave me alone Don't wait, don't wait for me I'll catch up but you won't break for me I'm falling back on everything I didn't want you to see Don't look, don't look for me I don't want to tell this story I'm so scared of everyone I wear it on my sleeve It's all my fault, it's all my fault I'm catching on this time Just watch me fall and lose it all I deserve this don't I It's all my fault, It's all my fault I lead you here to die Just watch me fall and lose it all I deserve this, you're right
4.
I look down and I see my heart Discolored and calloused It was never meant to be I look up and I see my face Locked tight and hidden Is this who I want to be? It's not just living anymore I'm slowly peeling away at my own skin Take a year or two I know I don't have the time To sit and watch me wait Be yourself where no-one knows In your own helpless state I never wannna be this way It's a lie I keep down low That I want to break and show It would help if I could glow But I guess I'll never know Keep it close to your side Cause every moment you're alive Is a moment you could die Do you dare to risk your life? Risk your life
5.
I'm calm amidst the storm Living with the scorn Shadows that won't leave my head alone Lost in the glow Friends that aren't leaving me Yet I know Yet I know I don't know I don't know Trade places with me Sit beside right under the cyprus tree A moments relief Peel the bark away again Peel the bark away again
6.
Great Things 02:54
You see me walk on by And you don't pay no mind To my design, well you know that's fine Cause in a moments time You'll see how bright I'll shine I'm aiming high I am shooting for the sky So watch me now I'm destined for the top Watch me now I'm never gonna stop Don't know how but I will find a way I'm gonna do great things one day Oh yeah You think you're alone now The lights are going out And there's no sound Til we're in surround And I need not lay down Until I've made you proud I'll stand my ground I will not back down

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Hopeless optimism, self affirmation, and nostalgia for watching anime on VHS from a decade that I barely remember.

This is a short collection of some of the songs I've written over the past few months about some of what has been on my mind recently.

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released March 30, 2022

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Musithical Portland, Oregon

I have a guitar, a computer, and a brain. Here's what I've made with those.

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