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Aftermath

by Musithical

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That little kid you left out on the porch under the moon light On countless nights You killed him He doesn't want to be part of your twisted vision of right But now he's gone And I can only hope that you won't do what you've been told So light a candle and enlighten yourself to the darkest places you would never know So scared to leave home but I've got to go So get out, get out Before the poison gets in, sets in I never wanted this life for you I just want to see you do what you do best and smile The little ones The days are gone Whispers of a time where it wasn't hard coming up with words And every hour is a deadline to have fun again Before the car pulls in And ruins everything
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Runaways 01:10
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Last Pulse 03:10
Sometimes I get a little ahead of myself So I try to put those feelings up on the shelf But it doesn't really help Sometimes I get a little stuck in my head Start to dread the day were on our deathbeds All I want to do Is spend my life with you The only way we both know how to And all I want to do Is hold your hand When one of us goes
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Conscious 02:15
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Progress 03:43
Play it safe Don't explore God knows you don't have the time You aren't a kid anymore You never soared It's a catch-22 Stop blaming other people buddy This is all on you This is all on you My Life's a work in progress But it's the only one I can't seem to finish It's such a stupid process And I go through with it every day Every hour that I spend is wasted in this world How can I be more than I am if everything I make is worthless noise Would you look at me now? Can't resist the urge to just lay on the ground Not talking to you But that's not what I want to do I want to tell you what's inside my head When I was in high school I was the lead in a play And when I got off the stage I never stopped acting Because it felt so good To be someone who wasn't me Everyone look at the kid who is wasting his life away Making up songs that he knows to have all been made before My mind is in shambles You don't know what you're in for Can't even trust the ones that he knows best Knows that he has no skill but still tries to impress because Insecurity is what he does best Now fake the fame and glory I wanna live my life Buy my mind won't let me go outside Can't open up my eyes Because in my head is the safest place to hide
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Giving Up 02:53
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Would you send me to space So I can trace the stars and imperfectly replicate What it is that makes them great I don't know how I'll do it It's not intuitive to me But I'll still work hard to find it so never mind I'll be My own supernova Explode into new galaxies Supernova Supernova Listen to my words because I've lost the will to create And I feel my world is burning down That's right, I'm giving up And though you may see me from time to time It's only for my peace of mind And yet the words you say Wrack around inside my brain saying Come back, don't say that I don't want to give up I want to finish what I start I want to make art If I give up now The only thing they'll ever say is That's a shame But I know I still want to be My own Supernova Explode into new galaxies Supernova Supernova
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Said Before 03:15
We made it to midnight I want to say something that I haven't said before There's something I adore about the way you make me smile, the way you laugh The way you make me want to write paragraphs that go out to the way I feel about you I find it hard to write something new but I'll try for you I'd stay awake all night just to help you sleep cause it makes me feel alive to have something burn inside I'll see you tomorrow and if I don't then there is another day to come and we can go on and on like clockwork If I don't send a text I'll send a letter and you can hold onto it forever put it up on the wall with the ticket stubs Let me go, let me go into the stars and tell the legacy you have written as the one you have smitten I can see the love in your eyes
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All the time I've wasted All the cards that I've played never felt so bad Where do I go? I'm going home and I'm leaving you alone I've found my home With the ones I trust and know I'm waking up to yelling fits Every morning it's more made up shit I don't wanna deal with I'm not saying who's right or wrong but I don't wanna take the blame on this one I've dealt with a lot of shit but I don't wanna deal with it for a single minute more Let's settle the score You turn the drama up to Ten but I'll swing it back around and it'll all fall down on you How's that for truth? You say the words that you know will make me cry I say the words that you know must mean goodbye Stop coming up with roundabout ways to tell me that you want me out I understand You want me gone If that's your plan then I'll play along I can live without you, but can you live without me? You say the words but are they true? Let's see
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Would you send me to space So I can trace the stars and imperfectly replicate What it is that makes them great I don't know how I'll do it It's not intuitive to me But I'll still work hard to find it so never mind I'll be My own supernova Explode into new galaxies Supernova Supernova Listen to my words because I've lost the will to create And I feel my world is burning down That's right, I'm giving up And though you may see me from time to time It's only for my peace of mind And yet the words you say Wrack around inside my brain saying Come back, don't say that I don't want to give up I want to finish what I start I want to make art If I give up now The only thing they'll ever say is That's a shame But I know I still want to be My own Supernova Explode into new galaxies Supernova Supernova
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LOUDNESS WARNING: That album was mixed and mastered on headphones that have little response in the 10000hz+ frequency range. As such, those frequencies can be excessively loud at points and while this won't affect most users, some high-frequency-range headphones and speaker systems may produce these frequencies in ways that can cause pain and hearing loss to listeners as well as damage to to the device. Please listen with caution.

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released June 20, 2020

Cover art by Devvado
Mixing/Mastering aid from Snowprint and TechnoCinema
Story writing aid from Matt Duarte
Featuring SynthFox, Supernova Revival, Equiston, and TechnoCinema

Made using FL Studio 20

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I have a guitar, a computer, and a brain. Here's what I've made with those.

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